That moment of peace

The moment leaves so quickly but I'm ever so grateful to have received even just a moment of it.

The air is cool.

The wind is kissing.

The children are quiet.

The view is blue water and pink skies. 

And the lord is right there.. As if sitting beside you having some coffee and in mid conversation. You know that moment?

I think that's where the lord wants our hearts always.. 

Trusting- 

loving- 

enjoying all that he is and all that he's given us.. 

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Ive been dreading this trip for weeks-even to the point of anxiety in packing and I couldn't even put a shirt in my bag without forgetting what I was doing and why I was doing it. I was so blocked. So hardened. Sin had crept in and taken a strong hold of me- causing me to be blocked..forgetting the miracles of my God my eyes have seen. I was so caught up in me...

There's something about my soul that just likes simple. And while I knew that- I forgot that somewhere too... That camping was simple. That I love this simple- that I thrive on this simple..

I couldn't have orchestrated a better weekend and I'm so glad I didn't have to..

Good morning :)

4 years

 

Today marks 4 years with the mr. so thankful for this partner in life.  we have grown individually and together since that day. 

we have laughed.cried.and become parents again.  

we have moved twice. done our share of remodeling houses.

been taught lessons and received many blessings. 

we have had a season of growth over the past year that I cant be more thankful for.  so glad this all happened with you.  can't wait to see what the next year holds-lord willing with you by my side.

 

I know that the experiences of our lives, when we let God use them, become the mysterious and perfect preparation for the work He will give us to do.

-Corrie ten Boom

 

*pictures by Renee Reedy

Here's a little nugget about me....

Did you know that I'm an angry person? 

Well, I am, and seeing it in Piper reminds me of how I want to handle this emotion in a more positive way.  

I see now how "yelling it out" is very immature of me, and although anger in itself is not a negative thing, we often equate it with that because our action is all wrong. 

When anger arises in me, it's a very real feeling.  My heart beats faster, my palms literally begin to sweat and I sometimes downright want to punch you.  I think the reality of it is, is that I was never shown an example of how to handle my anger positively.  I live out some of the ways my parents handled anger because I was being taught by example.  I'm not saying it was their fault and this is why I deal with it, no, this is just my struggle.  Just like you have your struggle.  Worry, alchoholism, what have you.. 

It wasn't until I was married and began to process this anger in my marriage that I realized something is clearly off. I knew that from instances in my life before marriage, dating as far back as the age of twelve, but it was never displayed in the way it was in marriage.  And even more so, in the way you see your anger in someone else-a child.  

It becomes a very stressed environment here when a 2 year old is yelling and smacking the air and running away.  Wow- seems like ways I handle anger with my spouse and others. (Wanting to punch you in your face and go into a room and slam the door) 

We're a work in progress over here...

I'm really glad I have this struggle though.  It reminds me of my frame.  It reminds me of my need for Him.  

There's power in the struggle.

Here are some proverbs about anger.  I love proverbs because they are so very right even if you don't believe in the bible.  

My favorite one being 'For as churning the milk produces butter, and as wringing of the nose produces blood, so stirring up anger produces strife." (30:33)

A patient man has great understanding, but a quick-tempered man displays folly (14:29)

A fool gives full vent to his anger, but a wise man keeps himself under control (29:11)

A quick-tempered man does foolish things (14:17)

What are some ways that help you handle your negative anger?

We've moved! (Oct 22)

Life has been busy busy lately- and then we threw moving into the mix! I'll update with more detail as soon as I get a chance! Here's a little video of Piper saying goodbye to the only home she knows... Change is bittersweet.

Sunday: unplugged

Poppa's little girl...the little lady loves her daddy. 

we may not have a shirt on, but we always have our bracelets~

Craft Show

This past weekend my sister and I did a craft show in Baton Rouge.  It was our first big show so I was a little nervous to put myself out there.  i have a weird fear of rejection, i know right, im the only one on earth that struggles with that :) We learned a lot, met some people, and have some contacts so it was a good learning experience. We had lots of positive comments about our booth and even some loyal customers that came BOTH days to visit us. 

Here are some pictures from the weekend

Little P was a trooper all weekend.  She was there almost the whole time both days!

*Magnetic picture frames and flower cuffs are still available.  Let me know if you're interested.  I hope to add more items to the shop soon too!

Sunday: Unplugged.

Snuggling with P. I want to be no where else.

Who's your favorite snuggle partner?

Big P, little p

Holidays 2009

Nephews baby dedication

A few weeks ago, Carter and Jake were dedicated at the church. It was a very good service, but it was really more of a commitment made by the parents. To raise Carter and Jake up in a home, where Christ was taught, so that they would grow up to know their Father in heaven.

Sister, you're doing such a good job with your sons! I pray for patience when things get tough and for prosperity to make it through!






praying with Chip, the preacher...






some pictures I took of the boys during Christmas...